Goose's Spontaneous Blabs

“I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break

shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I’m about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break”

The semester has come to its end. This only takes me one step closer to the end. The end which I refer to is the end of my S.J.S.U. undergrad career. When this semester comes to its total end, I will only have eight more units to take for the next semester. Although the end of this semester brings me closer to the end, I still wish I could slow down time. I do not think that I am ready to go on. Look I am still in the gossiping world with the “gossiping guys”. Even though this semester has been a pain in the b*tt, many good has come out of it. People may not realize that even if you believe something may be boring, I would bet that they learned something from it. An example that I stumbled upon this semester is taking the Beginning Social Dance class at S.J.S.U.. I always thought that ballroom dancing was stupid and had no real point to it. Coming to the first class, I was very skeptical in taking this class; however, after a few time I started getting into it. I never really liked to dance in this style, but in the end I was totally into dancing. Yes, I know people are thinking this guy must be a “fruit” or something, but to be real honest “if a guy knows how to dance, then he knows how to hold a woman properly.” Yes, I know people are still thinking the same thing, who said I could change people’s minds.

Now the lyrics from Linkin Park’s One Step Closer because like I said earlier I am one step closer to graduating; however, that makes me one step closer to something I am not sure of, like the edge. At the edge you may fall right away or not, you just do not know. Once undergrad school is over, I am at the edge because I do not know what I am going to do right after. So as Linkin Park says “everything you say to me brings me one step closer to the edge”.

Lyrics Credit: http://www.linkin-park-lyrics.com/one-step-closer.htm

Quote Credit: Bud Ayers, Professor of Dance

Photo Credit: http://www.thisfabtrek.com/journey/africa/morocco/20050729-tan-tan/cliff-lr-4.jpg

# posted by JaMa DeGuzman : 2:34 PM  15 Comments